LYRIC: Make Friends With My Dread (February)

Well I’ve played with having plans

And seen them crumble in my hands

I don’t know how this project ends

But I’m not too afraid to start

I don’t know if these notes sound right

But I just feel them with my heart

I don’t know how to play these instruments

But I’m gonna play them anyway

I don’t know how to live a life

But I just take it day by day

I’ve been intolerant of uncertainty

And I’m pretty sure it wasn’t good for me

I don’t know what I’m doing here

But then does anyone know why?

I don’t know if I am fulfilled

But I won’t know until I try

I don’t know how to do this job

But I am sure I’ll work it out

I don’t know if I quite belong

But I’m content to live with doubt

I’m learning

to make peace in my head

I’m learning

to make peace in my head

I’m learning

to make friends with my dread

I don’t know what I want to say

But I speak even if the draft is rough

I don’t know what I should believe

But I’ll believe, until you call my bluff

I don’t know what my dreams should be

But that I dream at all is surely good enough

There is only just one certainty…

That what we plan will likely never be reality

I’m learning

to make peace in my head

I’m learning

to make peace in my head

I’m learning

to make friends with my dread

I don’t know how this all turns out

But that’s the point - nobody ever can

I don’t know what tomorrow brings

But today is right here in my hand