POEM: Finding Me
The soil slowly shudders
Worms and spiders flee
Disturbance from below
As fingertips emerge
Grasping from the grave
And seeking hidden daylight
That’s me every July
As I finally take off the tie
Worn like a leash since September
Take off the suit and try to remember
Who it is I used to be
Before this job devoured me
Bursting from the grave
My hungry lungs drink deep the fresh air
I zombie-wander for six long weeks
Looking for me
Finding myself
Piece by piece
Until finally I feel human again
Just in time to be forced back down into the earth
Buried alive for another year